All or Nothing

[somebody]

I am Rina , 25 years old..I’m just a simple girl but Jerome made it extra special. I met Jerome 5 years ago. He enlightens my darkest days. We’ve been friends for a year before he courted me. Four years of being together. Just like any normal relationship we encountered a lot of problems and Jerome doesn’t want to end a day knowing that we are not okay. He understands me more than I do and I love him more than my life. I’m such a lucky girl to meet a partner and a best friend.

But one day Jerome looks bothered. I ask him what’s wrong. All he said is I need space. I wanted to ask him why but he turns away and run away from me. He is not the Jerome I knew,then my tears fell…

One week passed still he never contacted me..Then my phone rings. I see his name in the screen. I got so excited and answer it.

 

Jerome: Rina

Rina: How are you mahal? I miss you. I’m thinking about you all the time ( but in the back of my mind I know something is wrong, He calls me Rina when he had a problem or mad)

Jerome: Listen to me very carefully Rina. I wanted to say it’s over. I’m not happy anymore; it’s not you it’s me. I’m leaving you for good. I’m so sorry Rina. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I know we have plans and I wanted to be with you forever but lately I realize you deserve someone better than me. Forgive me Rina.

Rina: Can we talk this not in the phone. I don’t get it. I can’t comprehend what you are saying. Please Jerome don’t leave me hanging with a lots of question. You owe me an explanation. I need to see you now. We can settle this right? Please don’t give me that damn I’m sorry. It’s over and you’re not happy anymore. Where did I go wrong? Why? Who? Please see me now..Please

Jerome: I can’t rina. I’m leaving in Canada now; this is for both of us and for your own good. Along the way you will understand me..(he is crying in the phone).

Rina: I’ll be there. Don’t go please. Let’s talk even for the last time for old time sake please?

Jerome: No please Rina if you love me then let me go. You will be hurt if you insisted to see me.

Rina:I know you’re hiding something, what is it?

 

Then Jerome hang up the phone. Everything ends in a phone call. Since then I don’t believe in love and I never played with love. It’s hard to trust again after someone broke your heart.

[jamesbond]

   Yo hablo espanyol..."Amor con amor sepaga"... "Love begets love"... loving and trusting someone with our feelings is something so valuable that when it is breached our tendency is to mock him/her back... but, did we saw the other side of the story? there are things in life that we ourselves can not understood.. we simply get on with our own feelings and come what may we just sat down and promised to ourselves that this will not happen again by not merely trusting others with our feelings again...if this happens, we simply conclude that love is not fair at all to anyone and hatred comes in...  we must looked at it in a much deeper perspective, dig deeper... if we do this, then we can simply move on and we can look back with pride and joy that he/she don't deserved our precious love at all...

[somebody]

dumugo ilong ko ser dacs... penge tissue
Very well said po...but we can't deny the fact that there are certain people who finds it hard to trust again after being broken.. Rina just need some time to heal those wounds, maybe it is still fresh on her mind what happens.. And trust should be gain.

hanudaw pinagsasabi ko ..lols